To Keep The Child Or Not?
If someone is struggling with the painful decision of keeping a baby who is likely to be born with disabilities, what would you say to her?
Two days ago, a pregnant woman sought advice in a parenting group in the social media. She wrote about her dilemma,
“I am at the 13th week of my second pregnancy. A recent Down Syndrome test revealed an absence of nasal bone in the foetus, which caused alarm. I just did a further blood screening test, which will reveal the result in two week’s time. I am worried sick. What if the baby is inflicted with Down Syndrome? If the risk is high, should I keep the baby? Should I bring the poor child to suffer in this world.”
I was mulling over her words till the wee hours of morning. I felt compelled to share with her my thoughts, hoping that it would help the poor mother in her decision-making. Here’s my heartfelt sharing with her, which, to my surprise, garnered a lot of positive reaction from other parents.
Cherish The Opportunity To Make A Deliberate Decision
“I have a child with special needs. And I have not met any parent who deliberately CHOSE to be parenting a child with special needs. So, you have a precious opportunity to make a deliberate decision now.
I can tell you unequivocally that raising a child with special needs is a rewarding gift of love, humility and empathy. Raising my son has taught me what unconditional love and absolute patience mean. The journey so far might have been fraught with difficult moments, but I believe I have emerged a better person.
You can do even better. But that is only if you and your husband are willing to accept, love and support not only the child, but also each other unconditionally.
The Onus Is Solely On Parents
My son brings me much joy with his innocent smiles and every small step of progress he made. Life itself is a gift, disabilities not withstanding. It is not a suffering to any child if they are adequately loved and cared for. I am of the opinion that the argument children with disabilities will surely lead a life of hardship is flawed.
The real question is whether you and your husband are willing to accept that the child is not the problem. The real issue is whether parents are prepared to:
(1) accept the child fully;
(2) take up their responsibilities;
(3) learn about their child; and
(4) allocate time and resources wisely
Consider your family’s circumstances and the things you need to do to receive the child. If the more you know, the less scared you become, then you are ready to go on the journey.
Let’s pray for the best and be prepared for the worst. Hopefully, it is a mistake. Meanwhile, please do serious research by watching video documentaries on raising children with Down Syndrome and read up everything you can find. If possible, visit some happy kids at the Down Syndrome Association. Better still, speak to parents of these kids.
In the end, after u have done all your research and had heart-to-heart discussion with your spouse, whatever decision you arrive is not for others to judge. You would know in your heart if you have made the right decision.”
I hope my words have helped someone out there.
William W K Tan
24 October 2020, Saturday